FOR YOU BABY.

 playing in my head: Narsha - I'm In Love

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND

I haven't been posting anything recently.

It's weird cos now that i have her, i usually post nearly everyday talking about her.

There's a reason for that.

It's because she's been with me for the past whole week.

Literally.

My poor baby had to run away from home because of me.

Her parents didn't approve of the fact that i'm a girl and i have something going on with their daughter and also the fact that i modify cars which apparently makes me a troublemaker by default.

I don't care if they wanna think that way about me.

I know myself and i know my capabilities.

But my poor poor baby has to bear the consequences of it.

I'm sorry that because of me, you had to run from the comfort of your home.

But i'm literally jumping over the moon because of that as well.

Because now, we get to be with each other 24/7 when you're staying with me. :)

Everything i could ever want.

Now i never have to leave your side my angel.

Baby cooking dinner on our first day. <3

Baby is busy busy busy!

Japanese curry rice!! My favourite!! :D

Our couple keychains that we won playing the Claw machine.

Our matching BBs.

Baby's gift to me on 7.7.2011. <3

I'll never forget our anniversary.

7.7.2011, 12.04am

A day full with the number 7s.

I love you baby.

I know i didn't have an anniversary gift in return, but believe me, i have something planned out. :)

I dunno why people keep trying to break us apart.

Like when your sister questioned whether you really loved me.

And that you were just using me as a rebound to get over him.

I have to admit, somewhere deep inside me, i actually thought about it.

But i didn't wanna say it out loud.

I trust you.

And i trust that you won't betray that trust.

Even if you were using me to get over him, i'll understand.

You told me you need someone to get over your exes.

I'll be glad to just be that someone.

Yesterday you said those 3 words to me.

My heart jumped when you did.

But i dunno if they were real or a slip of tongue like the last time.

But at that moment, you made my heart soar straight to heaven.

Baby girl, you are my life now.

I love you more than anything.

I think i love you more than i ever loved her.

Because last time, the thought of losing her brought me to tears.

But you, the thought of losing you brings me to my knees.

I don't think i can live without you.

If something took you away today, i don't think i have the will to survive anymore.

You are the air that i breathe, the sun that makes me warm.

You may be imperfect to yourself, but in my eyes, your imperfections are what made you perfect for me.

Cause girl you're amazing, just the way you are. :)

playing in my head: Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are

MY HEART HAS ONLY ROOM FOR ONE: YOU.

Reading your recent post about jealousy makes me a bit sad.

Not because of those girls, but it's cos you feel hurt and jealous whenever they BBM me.

Baby, i dunno what it would take to convince you that there will be NOTHING between me and them.

They may be able to talk to me, but you are the only one that can make my heart skip a beat.

But i guess you're not the only one with that sort of feelings.

I'm also guilty in the first degree on that.

I don't know why, but i can't help feeling jealous about every single ex of yours.

Your first, the one you cut yourself over, C and even him.

I dunno why, but it seems that every single one of them has affected you in a strong way.

Even him.

I dunno but i guess i feel like i'm playing second fiddle?

I hate the fact that you treated him like gold eventhough he treated you so badly.

I hate that no matter what he told you, you listened to him.

You listened to every piece of shit from him and yet when i advise you on small things, you seem to retort back at me.

I guess i just hate the fact that it seems like a bastard like him got more respect from you than me.

I know, that's you being you and i love that you can be yourself around me.

But i suppose it's because it feels a little like deja vu because K did the same to me.

Maybe i think too much.

Maybe this is me being too sensitive.

But regardless of what happens, i still love you.

You're the only one for me and i'll accept everything about you no matter what.
Your past is your past.
And there it will stay.
All i want is to create a future for both of us.
Because i want to grow old with you. :)

"I don't love you because I need you.

I need you because I love you."

playing in my head: Kahi - Gift