MY ANGEL

June 24th 2011.

Another day with you and another day that you make me realize how crazy in love I am in with you.

I couldn't get to see you for the whole day and it hurt like crazy.

It literally tore my heart for every second that i was away from you.

I didn't realize how much i need you in my life.

How much you mean to me.

Eventhough i knew i was going to be able to meet you that night, I still felt sick just waiting to see you.

You've become my drug and i crave for you everyday.

I finally got to see my angel at 10pm.

You have no idea how much i wanted to kiss you the minute i saw you.

But your mum was just standing there and i didn't dare even touch you.

I'm sorry baby for that one hour of finding parking and when you were craving your Chatime.

And i'm sorry that we didn't get to stay long at the party because of the shot i took that made me ill.

I'm sorry for having to make you watch me throw up that lousy cheap alcohol by the roadside.

But i'm not sorry for what happened after that.

Baby, yes, though i may deny it, though i may say i'm in control, you turn me on like crazy.

Everytime i'm near you, i can't keep my hands off you.

You drive me wild. And i love you for that.

But it's not just that part that i love about you.

I love skyping with you baby girl.

The sound of your voice is better than any sound i've ever heard of in this world.

I love your silly faces, i love hearing your funny ideas, i love listening to your dreams.

You, by far, are the most interesting and intriguing person i've ever met and i never want to let you go baby girl.

Our Q&A session was seriously interesting and i'm glad that we found out so much about each other in just those few hours.

Today you asked me, will I ever let you go?

Only if it pains you.

If not, i'm gonna keep making you happy everyday for the rest of your life.

My only sorrow is that i won't get to spend as much time with you now that your parents are back.

But you can be certain i will be with you every second that i can.

I can't live without you anymore.

You're like the air that i breathe.

You're the sun in my days and the moon in my nights.

I love you baby girl, don't ever doubt that.

You're my angel, you're my devil, you're my everything.

But above all, you're my Julie and i love you so so much.

My everything.

Thank you for the Neko baby. <3

playing in my head: Afterschool - Play Your Love