MY HEART HAS ONLY ROOM FOR ONE: YOU.

Reading your recent post about jealousy makes me a bit sad.

Not because of those girls, but it's cos you feel hurt and jealous whenever they BBM me.

Baby, i dunno what it would take to convince you that there will be NOTHING between me and them.

They may be able to talk to me, but you are the only one that can make my heart skip a beat.

But i guess you're not the only one with that sort of feelings.

I'm also guilty in the first degree on that.

I don't know why, but i can't help feeling jealous about every single ex of yours.

Your first, the one you cut yourself over, C and even him.

I dunno why, but it seems that every single one of them has affected you in a strong way.

Even him.

I dunno but i guess i feel like i'm playing second fiddle?

I hate the fact that you treated him like gold eventhough he treated you so badly.

I hate that no matter what he told you, you listened to him.

You listened to every piece of shit from him and yet when i advise you on small things, you seem to retort back at me.

I guess i just hate the fact that it seems like a bastard like him got more respect from you than me.

I know, that's you being you and i love that you can be yourself around me.

But i suppose it's because it feels a little like deja vu because K did the same to me.

Maybe i think too much.

Maybe this is me being too sensitive.

But regardless of what happens, i still love you.

You're the only one for me and i'll accept everything about you no matter what.
Your past is your past.
And there it will stay.
All i want is to create a future for both of us.
Because i want to grow old with you. :)

"I don't love you because I need you.

I need you because I love you."

playing in my head: Kahi - Gift